=(

Friends around me suffering from aftermaths of breakup.

You know

As a friend/ bestie 

Its a heartache to see you all getting moody 

The feeling is not good

You know i feel it too

Just stand still face it with your courage.

If there's a will there's a way.

If you need a crying shoulder 

I am willing to lend mine.

If you dont mind

I would be a good listener. 

To all those who recently facing breakups 

I will be always there.

=]

Talking about results

my results are like a piece of shit

I promise to try harder next time

I did my best

but there's still room for improvement.

Pretend that there's no love between me and her

Pretend that I'm not the guy for her

Maybe its time.

Time to end my love for her.

So long. 

Take care :)

Our memories would be forever

Not in the mood

I dont feel well tonight

I dont feel talking on the phone with anyone

I did talk to someone but it was not the normal me tonight

I dont make fun a lot

I dont talk a lot of jokes

I dont laugh like i always did

She didnt noticed it

I wished she would never get it

I dont want her to worry

The feeling is killing me 

I wish i was just a normal someone

I wish everything never started

I wish i never lied to anyone 

You know

I would want to see you in my dreams tonight

In my dreams you're mine

I had enough of getting hurt

I wanna smoke tonight

I will do it later

I cant just suffer the days of missing you without cigarette

Throughout these days

I wanna thank cigarettes and alcohols for finding me a way to destress

Someone told me i am a depressed fool

I said What can i do.

I am not well

Tagged again by Cacing

1. Crazy stuff u did before.
Poured glue on someone's hair

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
bodek teacher and be sarcastic to ppl

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?
Yes, i would love to go back to form 4 's January. I wanna be back with someone

4. How old are you?
16++

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?

Dont know maybe no

.6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
Ya, my friends and family members

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
Friends and families

8. What you wish to do now?
To Tiok Leng

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
I will

10.Do you think you are special?
I think normal

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
I wish she could be NORMAL

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
To live and die

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
A lot

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Fried egg

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Die if i have to choose from one

16. If you have a chance, which part of Earth you want to live forever in ?
Japan. "Iku....

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
*Dun really understand this ques,paiseh*

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
The bleeding. The lyrics rock. 'i'm better off without you, you're better off without me'

19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman?
Go Japan and do what men does best

20. Do u think your Life is beautiful enough?
Not yet but soon. =D

Tag: Cacing Gemuk again

Tagged by cacing Gemuk

A special tag.
The Rules are :Copy to your own note, erase my answer, and enter yours.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real, nothing made up !
If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice &you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name: Tan Herh

2.A four letter word: Turn

3.A boy's name: Tan Boo Teik

4.A girl's name: Tan Chi Lin

5.An occupation: Tomb Raider

6.A color: Tak Tahu

7.Something you wear: T-shirt

9.Something found in the bathroom: Toilet bowl

10.A place: The Charlie's Chocolate Factory

11.A reason for being late: Thrown out of bath tub from girlfriend and broke my leg

12.Something you shout: Tomato Sauce Sucks

13.A movie title: Tak Tahu

14.Something you drink: The Black Label

15.A musical group:The Sopranos

16.An animal: Tak Tahu

17.A street name: The Cacing Street

18.A type of car: Tomato's car

19.A song title: The Bleeding

20.A verb: Toto

Tag: No one

Dota Dota =D

Just finished talking on phone with someone.

She told me 'you know you love me'. 

I was like so dead now.

I didnt admit it.

But she keep on repeating.

Nvm its okay. =)

Went to Conway today with a few of my friends

Lavin and Davison dragged me to Strike after that

Started owning people

and started feeding as well

There's was some quarrelling at Strike there

but we didnt care about it

since we are not involved.

Walked to Gurney Drive to have our favourite SpicyWanTanMee 

and fetched Lavin back later on.

忘不了,不了情.

Its karma.

What goes around comes around.

I know you're reading this.

To me,

Everything is nothing without you.

Things gone wrong

In just a blink of an eye

Things gone against our wills

Its just like something unexpected happened suddenly

I am grateful that i'm still that old me.

Sometimes i wish i can save you

He was a friendly guy. 

He was formerly a good friend of mine. 

But now, I wouldnt want to talk to him anymore.

Its okay if you're feeling I'm trying to be sarcastic to you in my blog.

As a friend,

Its a heartache to see you through these nonsenses.

Last time almost everyone is borrowing money from you.

but now you're borrowing money from others.

Its okay if you have lost your money.

But stop it.

Control, you must have in you.

You told me you have got a formula.

NONSENSE i tell you. if there's it everyone would be millionaire

You're a dog to her aren't you? (In people's opinion, not mine)

Stop being an useless scum.

Wake up my friend.

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You care like a best friend of mine.

You show your concerns like no one ever did to me.

You should know i am still that into you.

Dont ask me why i told you i need you

Dont tell me about you and him

I had enough of it

I had enough of how he misses his ex more than you

I had enough of how endless you wan your love to be

I just want you. Got it?

I still remember i told you You are the one and only. 

And you will always be the one and only.

I knew distance between us is leaving me behind you

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人

你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走

Its lucky to have a mask

I can hide my depressed looks and smile to you and everyone of my friend

like nothing ever happened.

What a Day XD

Yeahhhh

Exams over

Its time to partayyyy

=D

Friday

Moral test was the last paper i am having

Fetched TingYao back to his place after school

Then again pick up Tingyao to Netcity after that

Went back early at 7.30 

because Teik is coming to fetch us to Lepak

Teik reached my house at 8 something

Went his house to take some ALCOHOL =X

After that we went Lois cafe for dinner

Finished Teik's Black Label that night

Then got a lil bit drunk XD

Went back Teik's place and play Wii with Tingyao

Lost in every sports to Tingyao (unbelievable)

=D

After that i went Infinity with Tingyao

Teik didnt join us because he told us he was feeling tired 

Got pawned by others as we're so sleepy

Met one of Tingyao's friend there and he fetched us home

Thanks to Teik and Tingyao's friend for giving me a ride

Happy Hols to everyone

and Sorry for sending nonsenses when i was drunk XD

Pictures of the day =] :

Money money money. Come to me. (Not mine) =X

Tingyao's censored face. XD

Teik's censored face. Black label with Bacardi =X

Here's the latest me. =D

I kissed your lips 

I taste her mouth

Cause when I'm with her

I am thinking of you

You're the best

And yes i do regret

How could i let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Normal normal =P

Tomorrow would be the last day of my school's exam

Hurrayss!

I finally get to take a good rest after having stress out busying with school works

Chungling boys enjoy your holiday. 

Woooohoooo 

XD

Currently listening to 'The bleeding' from Five Finger Death Punch. 

The Bleeding is freaking addictive.

Thanks Dinoboy for reminding me of this song. =D

Its been four months since i last met you.

Its been two months since i last talked on phone with you.

Its been one week since i last sms-ed you.

You know i miss you.

You know i need you.

You know i never wanted to get drunk.

You know i couldnt do it alone without you.

You're caring.

You're understanding.

You're loving. 

I tried everything of mine to keep you by me.

I did my best but....

Sometimes

Truth hurts and lies worse

H,ILY still. ( I hope you're reading this.)

Shooooooo Exam

Exams.

You have just ruined my life.

Study study and keep on study.

Is there anything that i can do with it?

That's life.

What can i do to it.

Tuesday.

Had add maths english and sejarah test today. 

For sejarah i am totally gone.

Why does the teacher come out with so many form 4 questions? 

I did my best to read form 5 chap 1 and 2.

And so F unlucky form 4 questions took more 50% of it. 

I am still okay for add maths.

Its quite hard but afterall its still better than sejarah.

Someone promised me muffins.

Hope baking will help you in destressing.

Just dont be down anymore.

You know, i am always here for you.

=D

My physics reference book. Was revising it before blogging. 

Hell's kitchen. My favourite food show.

Gordon Ramsay. The king of F word

Gordon Ramsay. You rock XD

Exams Soon )=

Exam exam exam.

Hate it laa.

I wanted to concentrate gaming but suddenly comes the exam.

Sunday.

As planned, went to school as early as 10.30 to play basketball.

Kelvin AhBoon Vincent reached earlier than me.

Others were late.

Those joining were

-Jyong

-Hock Sheng

-Jason

-Han Tatt

-Chao Chun

-Jayang

Played a few games. Took a few pics for blogging uses. Kap siao-ed. 

Went back at 1.30. 

Studied after cleaning up myself.

That's all for today.

Here's pictures:

Pineapple rice. Yummy. visit Mythai cafe. =]

Someday i would be able to dunk ( I think) =D

Kelvin si poser. XD Jyong stop laugh liao la KB24

They say Hock Sheng this pose yeng. Jason turn here please.

Han Tatt and XXX. shooting shooting XD

FlyDay XD

Friday. 

As usual, it was a fun-filled day. Played a prank on someone. 

=D

Skipped extra class today due to a Birthday celebration in Caltex Mcd.

Rode on Tatt's bike to One stop. 

Bought Kent and went to Belisa Row's Secret to buy cake.

Marble, Apple crumble, Yogurt, Oreo. Cheeseeeeecakess. =]

I reached Mcd like 5 minutes earlier before she reached there.

Saw my Chem teacher. He's dating there maybe?

She reached when i was Dr*gon-ing.

Walked her inside and bought food for her.

Saw Chia Sern(Jason) and talked a while with him.

We chit-chatted, laughed as time passed.

She will have to go for tuition afterwards.

Tatt reached after having his extra class.

She waved goodbye to me and went tuition later on.

Me and Tatt dr*gon-ed, talked before fetching me back home.

Thanks for your ride.

That was my day.

Flyday =D

Here some pics at random.

Partayy at Hazell's place.

Mai kacau. Sedang EMO.=D

Bad skill from Kuanyu. XD From left. Jason, Me, Kuanyu, Gene

Chik-chak. One more. =]

Random XD

I couldnt recall when's the last time i wrote something in my blog. Let me briefly blog about my life through those days. =D

27/2/09

School's cross country race. I was helping out as Pembantu Teknik, not participating in the run. The youth park is F**king crowded that morning. At least i get to Dr*gon before starting to work. =P Congrats to Han Tatt and Khong Yi for a fifth place and ninth place finish respectively. After finishing my work there, I met up YuChun (Eugene) Kuanyu and ChiaSern( Jason) and went Gene's place to wash up. Sat taxi to Gurney and we went Redbox after having our lunch. Its quite fun to have joined up them there. Before going back home we went coffee bean for a drink. 

3/3/09

A happy day in school. My bio teacher was absent and a teacher came in my class to look after us. Ms L. I told my friend i would show him my 'Po' (bodek) skills since they told me she's lansi. I started to ask her questions and she was like so cold to me. Later on, i starting to tell stories. And she's like impressed and she keep on laughing on my jokes ( Some of my friend told me she was laughing because she thought that i am childish =.=). I'm sure she will remember my name by now. Had fun at school unexpectedly. 

5/3/09

I am so guilty now. The story of the 'thumb' is now known by every student of the same form of me. I kept quiet since everyone was asking me about the story. To him, i wanna apologize for not respecting. To her, I wanna apologize for spreading out to a few talkative guys. To everyone who's reading my blog, everything that i can tell you is all that rumours is just rumours. Some maybe right and some might be wrong. So stop spreading it okay? =[

There's someone in my school who was quite annoying since the start of form 5. Its not good to spell out his name here. What i can tell you is his description and his characteristics.

He is Tok Janggut of CLHS.

Frankly speaking He has got the 'best' look among chung ling guys.

First, he thinks that he's handsome. then he started to act cute. 

He thinks that he is charming.

For god's sake he's hot. His hair style(wires) his specs(Oval) his looks(Totally cool). 

He's the funniest blogger in school.

As Jason said, you can read his blog whenever you're moody.

Ask Jason who he is if any of you is interested. XD

Here's some random pics of mine. More pics will be uploaded soon.

Vaining while bored waiting for my comp to finish fixing.

Not so clear dota pic. Storm =P

Guess who's that. L4D rocks

Hahahaa. Can you recognised the guy with spec? he's a blogger too. 

Finally. Me Myself and I