Studies.
Outings.
Tuitions.
And i am feeling like missing something in my life.
I just dont know what it is.
But i feel empty in me.
Maybe its just in my dreams or whatsoever.
Idk.
My feelings.
Its hard to be described.
Its just too confusing.
=/
I had been trying my best to show my smile everytime.
Even though i am not feeling good deep in me
Still i'll have smile it out.
Having problems in every way.
From love to studies.
I just dont know the way to face it.
That's why i managed everything of my own badly.
Maybe i should just stop doing so much.
Stop thinking too much.
Just let it be.
I'll be having a hotel stay/party tonight.
I'll be happy i told myself.
I'll try.
Leave everything to the god.
I did my best and god will do the rest for me.
=]
There's lots of friends asking me about my long distance relationship with her.
They gave loads of advices and some i disagreed.
One of them asked me to breakup since its so far.
I dont wanna breakup.
I dont feel like doing it,
I had been questioning my loyalty and my love to her.
I know i can do it.
But she's far and i cannot meet her often,
its hard.
the feeling its bad.
i dont know.
still ily
:]
I hope myself will get through all of these tough times and pray for good time ahead.
