Christmas christmas dont be late

Its been long since i last updated my blog. Passed my christmas eve with a few of my friends at Evergreen Laurel Hotel. Went to meet them at 4 something, enjoyed jacuzzi and sauna with them and later on prepared ourselves to go gurney. Met lots of people there. 

Nothing special. Played a bit of spray. Received a few text of Merry Christmas. Drinked beer and champagne. Took Maggi Mee at 7-11 during midnight. My christmas, nothing much.

Pictures will be uploaded soon. 

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16/12/08 Days passed. 2009 is getting nearer. I wanted to drive so badly. But i just dont wanna face my SPM. Went to pray at temple this morning, met up my cousins, aunts and uncles, chit-chatted and later went to fetch Lavin to one stop. Started snooker and somehow ah Hou and his friends came too. I am lucky to beat three guys today. I mean super lucky.Went Netcity New World Park(my home ground) for dota later on. Zhi Zheng joined and had fun for about four hours. Learned much from Lavin. After that, daddy came, fetched Lavin back and bought some McD for dinner. My two cousins came by and stay overnight at my place. That's my day.

To someone who is a Boyfriend of my 'Best friend', i hope that you are reading this. It doesnt matter that who you are, just treat her with your heart. Just be good to her. Dont try and hurt her. I just dont want to see her sad. I dont wanna see her moody. She's the best and you, the lucky one, please be there for her every moment she needs you. Just a promise that you dont ever break her heart anymore. 

And I got something to tell everyone. 

I admit that i am a Smoker. Smoker i mean. I did smoke. I am still smoking. I am not lying. I couldnt stop until now. So what? Who cares? I smoke whenever i am feeling not good. I smoke whenever i am feeling moody. I smoke whenever i am feeling lonely. I smoke whenever the one i needed is not there for me. I smoke because i just dont wanna think that much. Who to blame? Myself. Sorry if i did let any of you disappointed. No one understands what i am feeling now. She's the first to leave, then another her left, and now one more. Its just hard. 

Everything's Over

She's gone. Everything's over. I am all on myself again. Or i should say since that day i am all by myself until now. Its the same. I dont wanna talk about her anymore. My life is still the same. =]

I'm fine. No worries. 

Passed my last two days at Davison's place. Played dota with him and somehow Lavin came and teach us something. Teached me on on hero usage and a bit of combo-ing. Thanks. 

Dota Dota Snooker Snooker. Life's just limited to those two things. The good thing is i am not bored with this life. I Love My Life I Love MySelf. =)

A Post

Lazy to update my blog recently. I dont have topics to write nowadays. Duhh. Today went Zheng's house and later we went Netcity until 6. Took dinner on 6 something and went Conway with Cs and Ah boon later on. 

What i am going to write for today is i watched the Initial D movie and i dropped tears. I couldnt believe it. The ending recalls my deepest cut she gave me. The main actress reminded me of her. This feeling sucks. I dont like the feeling of thinking back to my past. I'm alone that moment, i wished EL is there with me that time. I dont want to think anymore. The feeling is real hard. Not feeling well now. =(

Last day. Thanks for the memories =)

I took this one. IMY  =(

Outside my hotel. Take care =]

Thanks for the memories =D

LOLS. Its me again

Toilet. =P

Thanks for the memories. Thanks for everything in KL. We missed the chance to hang out together but its okay. I know we shouldnt be so close since we had our partners. Sorry for lying about the present. I just wanted you to buy what you like for yourself. =/ I will miss you. I mean it. These pics mean a lot to me. Memories =) Life goes on. Hope you maintain your good love relationship I wish you the best in everything. Take good care of yourself. I dont know when will be meeting again. =]

Second day in KL

This guy got a RED lips. xD

This two stupids dont even know i took them. and i dont know what are they doing in the hotel room until i waited for almost an hour. Duhh

Took this one while waiting for that two stupid ppl.

Herh is vaining. TeeHee =P

Me again =X

=D

My fav of all =]

The second day was real tired. Waited for the couple at times square. That guy asked me to Sungei Wang so i went there to meet up them. Searched for lunch, he say cincai, but his gal was like duhh choosing. =X no offence kay. Took lunch at Shanghai 10 restaurant. And later bought jeans at Romp and a Tee at Times Square. Dad fetched me back from times square and went for dinner later on at Kenny rogers. That's all for the second day.

First day in KL

What she took that day. =]

I am really steaming. =X

Was so tired that time =/

The first day was really boring. Went to mcd to take my lunch with daddy. After that dad left and she came to find me. She ordered a double cheese and i just have a drink. We chit-chatted, laughed, enjoyed the lil moment we had together.